Dear Diary..

recently caught tia song's mv & it hit me head-on. it's cool & i realli loved it. here's r e lyrics:
不吐不快

為何共那又來又往沒情沒趣無情份的竟比你都更頻繁暢聚為何遇到別人問好為何和你沒有需要花心機講好說話一句為何若有無聊事幹便寧願上載到電腦早已忘掉怎跟你吹水為何難得尚能騰空坐在戲院主角自殺你共我竟過倦而進睡過去共你 (怎麼去比)　哪理會你 (趕得要死)也愛用整晚說杜琪峰專長揭露命途無常的道理講破天地　講到自己不覺迎面太陽已經昇起只怕無法再有這種情懷優美得共你同時在這世界醜惡在於　赤子的胸懷難敵這紛擾世態　為理想或求生在捱 (該理解)沒完沒了各有需要把青春賤賣 (怎逛街)漸行漸遠每天很快淡出得更快 (這宇宙太大)握手將要安排　原諒我悲觀過界但血啃在喉中　不吐不快為何為了別煩著你別防礙你悠然睡去不忍太早太夜回你電為何大家為求夢想為求上進沒有空檔分擔怎麼跟壓力挑戰為何為了未來易過便勤力到忘掉共你兜半晚風不需太多錢為何大家漸明大體再沒有膽不理夜半有沒有緊要事仍見面過去共你 (怎麼去比)　哪理會你 (趕得要死)也愛用整晚暢論人家感情最後為何完結的道理講破天地　講到自己不覺殘酷太陽已經昇起只怕無法再有這種情懷優美得共你同時在這世界醜惡在於　赤子的胸懷難敵這紛擾世態　為理想或求生在捱 (該理解)沒完沒了各有需要把青春賤賣 (怎逛街)漸行漸遠每天很快淡出得更快 (這宇宙太大)握手將要安排　原諒我悲觀過界但血啃在喉中　不吐不快如何勤勞　便有甚麼出路令你與我少了幾里漫步沒能力坐到老　出世需要進步你我再好也難逃這個軌道該理解　沒完沒了各有需要把青春賤賣 (怎逛街)漸行漸遠每天很快淡出得更快 (這宇宙太大)握手將要安排　原諒我悲觀過界但血啃在喉中　不吐不快任何密友任何伴侶和諧互鬥投緣互信尊敬退縮生疏掛心忽近又遠跟世態搖?　見慣不會怪

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Dear Diary..

tis iz a short poem abt how i truLy missed her alL tis yrs... it's short, but i guessed it sure suits my feelings nw. wat a idiot i am 2 reaLise i like after she left sec skooL. hAiz.... i'm realLi a idiot...

把你这张甜蜜的照片压在玻璃板下吗
不不那样你会被压疼的
把你这份迷人的表情夹进相册里吗
不不那样你会很寂寞的
把你这朵如花的笑颜挂在墙上吗
不不那样会有讨厌的蜂蝶吻脏你的脸的
唉,
干脆把你放在心上吧
那样我就不用老为你担心了

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Dear Diary..

Leaving the cinema @3:09a.m, i've been thinkin' abt how 2 eLaborate the feeLings the movie "X-Men 3: the Last StanD" brings 2 me... u c, i juZ finished watching the movie @the Cathay(yup, the newLy opened one). it's a 12:30mn show, where it actualLy started at 12:53mn, after nearLy 20mins of aD bombardments... hmm, overalL, it's a great show, wif great spec. effects & great acting from the cast. however, u'lL deepLy traumatised by how the pLot goes terribLy wrong. image 2 of the most imp. ppL on the gd siDe of the mutants, kilLed ?! as for whu they r, i'lL left the matter 2 yr imagination. oso, how can a line of mutants(e.g. Wolverine, Colossus, Shadowcat, the Beast, Storm & Iceman) withstand the attack of dozens of mutants ?! come on, they may not b Jean Grey, or at least u can count on them causing sum dmg 2 the X-Men. insteaD, they got toss ard like rag dolLs. Magneto sure rAised a great army. alL i say is, the mOvie's a gd one 4 cinema-goers in search of a nice action fiLm, & prefers action more than the pLot. u'd best avoid tis one if u noe abt the Marvel universe; the mOvie pretty much messeD up big time.

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Dear Diary..

oh man oh man. it's alrite if the Cavaliers can't pass through the Pistons (but helL, LBJ managed 2 stretch the series 2 the last game (tat's Game 7)). But the Spurs !!! 2 lose 2 the Mavericks, i realLi fealt sad 4 Duncan mAn (no MVP, lowest scoring average in his career, now.. no more hopes of repeating as champs -_-"). but then, come 2 think of it, the Mavericks does hav a chance of winning the series. alL thx 2 Dirk Nowitzki(the superstar of the Mavericks), Dallas had favourabLe mismatches 2 cause the Spurs' defense 2 colLapse. in fact, now in the NBA conference finaLs, alL the teams(Suns, Mavericks, Pistons & Heat) depenD on mismatches 2 increase the chances of winning a game or two, & if possibLe, the series. Stars of the team like Shaq(too big & powerfuL, thus requiring 2x/3xteams), Nowitzki(talL but very quick, thus big guys can't keep up wif his speeD), Marion(can pLay alL positions, thus perform muLti roLes) etc. force their opponent teams 2 fOcus on them & design a strategy 2 try 2 render them ineffective in their roLes(as passer, shooter, watever).

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Dear Diary..

u'lL agRee too, if u can understand wat i'M going 2 eLaborate. u see, my boss iz a pathetic jerk. realli, anyone tat nOes him would agree. he's a bad guy wif a bad attitude tat annoys anyone(guess his relatives tolerates him) e.g. us workers, salesmen, customers etc. enough abt him. let's tok abt my lady boss(his wife). i can say she's the exact opposite of him(other than they'r bOth smart). she's patient(while he's short-tempered & ruDe)& polite 2 alL ppL alike, hence welL-respected by us workers & customers. she's oso a true person, if u noe wat i mean. my bOss iz a joker(wif a joKer face >.<), likes 2 brag & i think evrytime he speaks(other than when he speaks 2 me; mebi he nOes i duN toLerate his nonsense), he emits vugarities (knn, ccb, smlj & the likes) in evry sentence. nOt tat i took the time 2 count or smtg, juz tat it's his pRefereD way of taLking. i realli hav 2 wonder(u knew the words would come evrytime he opens his mouth; stilL, at least his bReath duN stink xD); y in the helL would tis two come together & form a famiLy ??!! definateLy not a match maDe in hEaven imo.

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Dear Diary..

gradually it's turning into a habit... i even find myseLf looking towards it. i caN't help but aDmit i'm turning into a workahoLic; the ten-&-a-haLf hRs of work is sLowly evolving into the center of attention in my daiLy life. other than mondaes, where my presence r not require at the shop(thE shop ain't open onLy in Monsdaes), i wouLd appeareD as usuaL at it abt 8+ in the morning & laboured thRoughout the dAe untiL 6:30pm wHere i wouLd retReat bAck home b4 repEating the pRocess agAin the nxt dAe. i scarceLy rmb wAt i wouLd do 2 spent the fEw hRs tAt stanD btwn 6:30 & my sLping time. mEbi i wouLd read a boOk 4 5~6 hRs(a piTy fEw bOoks lAst tAt loNg; i cAn reaD at a rapiD pAce u c). oR simpLy pLay PC gAmes(my PS2 wAs bRutalLy smAsheD wiF a sLedgehAmmer by a gReat gUy sEveraL mThs aGo -_-") untiL my eyEs gRew tiRed & i feLt i've haD enough & wouLd turn in. gOne were thE dAes wHere i can falL asLp stRaight aFter wOrk(simpLy tOo tiRed then ^^'). so u say, am i a workahoLic ?!

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Dear Diary..

PathEtic. realLi. thE lAkers diDn't gEt 2 mEet thE cLippers(thE battLe oF L.A.; hEnce, iT's thE suNs v.S. thE cLippers), thE hEats v.S. thE Nets (rMk fRom lAst yr), LBJ's cAvaLiers hAd 2 fiGht thE piStons, & the mAvs hAd 2 chalLenge thE spUrs(i'M quiTe sAtisfieD wiF the lAtter tHough). lEt's tOk aBt thOse wHu caN't gEt pAst thE 1St rOund. thE lAkers, kiNgs, bulLs alL pUt up a grEat fiGht. caN't sAy tAt aBt thE nUggets & gRizzLiEs tHough; bOth gOt oWneD 4-1 & 4-0...

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