Dear Diary..

2dAe i'lL dEscribe a nEw sensAt'n i've nvr expErienceD b4. iT miGht sEemeD stRange 2 u ppL, esp. thOse wiF riCh emOtions & feELings.. u c, 2dAe i fiNd myseLf lOoking bAck & i'M bLesseD wiF a athLetic bOdy & wAsn't tOucheD by ilLneSs siNce yOung. mEntalLy, i beGin by lEarning thRough thE aiD oF nOrmaL sChoolin' & my pArents, thEn gRow 2 b iNdepEndeNt & reLy on myseLf. i wAsn't iNvoLved iN reLationsHips & i seLdom hAv a reasOn 2 expRess my eMotioNs siNce i'M a pErson wHo's eAsiLy sAtisifieD.
aLrite.. hEre gOes.. a miN aGo, i wAs siTting dOwn hEre thiNking bAck aBt thE pAst oN thiNgs i've expErieNceD wHen sudDenLy a dRop oF tEar jUz appEareD on the coRner oF my riGht eye & felL dOwn my cHeek. whiLe i bZ myseLf wiF loGging onto tis bLog i fiNd myseLf ovErwheLmeD wif eMotiOns aS i seArcheD dEsperateLy fOr a reAson y i cRieD. iZzit 'cOz thE mOvies i've sEen ? thE tRaining i'vE unDerwEnt ? thE strEssfuL liFestyLe i enDured dAiLy ? oR wAt ?! nw i tHink thE reAson miGht b tiS: a dRop oF tEar dRop dOwn my cHeek 'cOz oF evrytHing tAt maDe up mE. alL i'vE seEn, heArd, expErieNceD & heLd dEar 2. i'vE expErienCed jOy, saDneSs, fuN & lAughteR iN my liFe. a piTy i wAsn't bOrn wiF thE seNse oF tAste(nOt abIt i hAv)& thE cHoice oF cHoosing my oWn sibLings(thEy miGht pRoviDe mOre cOmpetitiOn). a bLessiNgs thEre r gD fRenz iN tiS worLd(toO fEw i muZ sAy). gDnite ppL.

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